Sitting here in the waiting room, waiting for hubby to get out of surgery. I’ve never seen him extremely ill and I am very grateful he has always had a clean bill of health, but seeing him hooked up to IVs and a hospital gown can really tug on your heart strings.
Today is the day we have been waiting for. We have been waiting years for this procedure. (reference my 6 More Days entry) This is our time. All of our research, planning, and saving are now coming together. This is it.
My anxiety is through the roof. I’m not scared, just anxious. It’s like when you’re little, and you ask Santa for that same gift every year for Christmas and never get it, but this year….this year you get the gift. Deep breaths. Everything will be okay. Positive vibes and prayers have helped wonders.
1 step done, now on to the next one!